in her, i seem to haf found an elder sister dat i've always yearned for.
or maybe not exactly yearn, but i always wondered how life wuld be wif a sister rather than a brother. and she proved me dat i've missed out.
i always admired other gerls wif great elder sisters. and she made me wished i had one.
so at least i noe i can count on my "elder sis" to be dere for me unlike a brother.
and while i thot since i'm not blessed wif an elder sis, i culd be an elder sis. but my mum's not strong enuff, and so i'm stuck wif being the youngest, thus "the most protected". i dun even wanna go dere.
you can never imagine the pain i'm going thru now, so dun even try.
for dose who noes and understand and tinking "been dere done dat", you dun even noe half the story, seriously.
life's so stifling i really feel tearing my clothes apart and running amok in the streets.
join me?